What does happiness means to you?

A friend of mine asked me a question in FB about what does happiness means to me .When I read the question on my FB wall I was like… “How am I going to answer this question eh…?” And it takes me quite some times to think for the answer. The question is simple, but to answer it, it is a little bit hard, really. Tapi jujurnya, if we are talking about BASIC thing that really makes me happy, then it would be people’s happiness. Pertamanya my family’s happiness of cus, then comes my friend’s, and then anyone yang mungkin akan appear in my life even for a second. To me, it is such a great feeling when you can make people smile and laugh whenever they’re with you. And it would be extra cool when you did it by not trying so hard to make them enjoy your company. Tetapi dengan hanya, by being yourself. ;)

And on my part pulak, it would be extra happiness to me when people can accept me, and also things that I did to them without prejudice. One thing that really scares me off is that, when anything that I did to people (contohnya macam smiling kat strangers) might send wrong signals to them.

Oh btw, I turn 23 today :D. This is my first time celebrating my birthday away from home and the “feel” is kind of different a little bit. My roommates, Mel bought me a cake and also sushi for my birthday. She went straight to JJ Wangsamaju to buy me a cake right after her exam. Although it is just a simple treat but sangat terharu okayh and seriously I do not know what to say.

Chocolate Banana my all time favourite.. Less manes babeyh!

Simple treat(s) that makes me HAPPY :)

Seriously, I was craving for shushi for almost two weeks dah~ But since I am having final exams at the moment jadi kena tundala niat nak makan shushi. Mel knows I was craving for shushi and that’s why she bought it for me. Thank you! ;)

Okay lah need to stop here. Mahu sambung study. :)

Kisah kentot di kelas 2 Cekal

Note: Another Bahasa Sarawak entry. And I would like to remind you once again, for those who do not understand Bahasa Sarawak, don’t read as it may make you headache. I am so serious! ;P

Kan aku janji nak nulis cerita pasal cikgu nak kentut ariya kan? So here goes the story…

Mun kitak orang perasan orang ninggal cikgu Yap suka anok aku. Dan aku rasa nya suka anok aku segal aku tauk rahsia besar orang ninggal cikgu Yap ya tek. Tok hipotesis ku ajak la. Hehe…

Masa form 2 lok, time subject Mathematic, orang ninggal cikgu Yap nyuruh kita molah keja diam-diam. Aku empun teman tempat duduk masa ya adalah Jes (nak alah-alah juak Jess masuk kisah aku). By the way, kan semua orang concentrate molah keja nak diberik orang ninggal cikgu Yap ya tek. Aku tok nang sik pandey renah and diam. Dan tiba-tiba cikgu Yap tek melimpas nangga aku. Dijelin gik nya aku ya. Huh…

Kak ya kan aku cium bau kentut. Serious shit bau kentut! Yalah terus aku padah dengan Jess macam tok “Ish kurang ajar na… Siapa ndak ka kentut” Kak ya Jess tetak-tetak and kamek duak serentak nangga cikgu Yap. Haha… Kak ya mulutku dengan lasernya berkata “Suka suka ati jak kentut dekat orang”. Dan terus cikgu Yap nangga aku. Haha. Bodo lalu jak… Marah gik rupanya ya. Haha…

Allahualam. Aku sik tauk bena sik cikgu Yap kentut. Hihi… Tapi nya macam terasa jak. And lekak-lekak ya la pa-pa jak mestinya aim aku. :P

Tapi serious cikgu Yap nang suka aim aku. Segal salotape sigek hal. Okayh Awis, tok cerita salotape. Malu aku diteriaknya masa ya. Maka Jess yang main salotape ya dolok. Jess tek nyukat lubang salotape ya boleh masuk tangannya sampey takat lengan. Aku pun mok sukat juak sebab aku mok nunjuk salotape ya boleh ngam sampey siku aku. Maksudnya aku gik kurus la tek dari Jess. Bila turn aku tek engkah tangan dalam salotape tang ada aku diterngaknya “Ha! Kamu! Pakai-pakai… Nanti kamu pakai pusing-pusing sekolah sampai koop” Serious aku ingat gik nya nyebut sampey koop. Nak pa ka orang tua tok. Huhu…

Jess tetak… Aku malu gila. Semua orang dalam kelas nangga aku. Tapi serious, aku sik polah bisin bah. Senyap-senyap ku engkah salotape ya masuk tangan aku. Gineynya boleh perasan. Sigek gik Jess mula dolok bukan aku. Memang sah nya aim aku. Sabar ajak la.

Macam tok la rupa sellotape ya tek.. ;P

Lepas abis kelas ya tek lalu semua la ngagak aku nanyak apahal. Semua orang fikir aku tek main dengan cermin. Kan masa sekolah dolok boleh kata setiap orang dalam kelas ya bercermin. Kuatan nak nyuruh tudung sentiasa sik senget. Siap motong nak transparensi gik k engkah dalam tudung. Mun benda ya basah, boleh nitit-nitit gik air yang terkondensasi leh haba palak ya. Haha.

Tapikan walaupun nya garang dengan aku, cikgu Yap tetap cikgu yang best. Aku ingat gik saat-saat molah lagu motivasi dengan nya especially lagu “Untukmu Kolejku”. Aku sik paham pa kenak nya mala jak macam assign aku molah lagu ya. Sakit otak ku carik lyric best. Yang pasti lagu Yassin nak “Tiada kata yang dapat kugambarkan…” ya adalah yang meng-inspire aku molah lagu ya. Sebab yalah lagu “Untukmu Kolejku” ya mula dengan “Tiada kata yang dapat dilafazkan…” Haaa… :) Mun tokrang perasan la. And seterusnya di alter-alter lagik oleh Cekalilitut yang lain.

Dan lagu “Untukmu Kolejku” ya memang sangat best kan? Kata-katanya pun best. Hehe. Aku bangga jadi product Kolej oi. Pattern kita lain. Gaok pun kita sik gaok nak pelik. Gaok nyakit jiwa cikgu jak Haha.

Oi oi… Ingat sik sal lepas PJ mesti bertukar baju dalam kelas. Biar sidak laki dihalau. Perangei ya di embak sampey la form 4. Tedah sidak laki ngekot juak. Haha.

Next cerita pasal kelas ustaz Fauzi gik. Heeee. Lagik best. I guarantee! :P

Reminiscing the funny ‘paloi’ day…

Note: This entry is written in Bahasa Sarawak. For those who do not understand Bahasa Sarawak, don’t read as it may make you headache. :)

Serious shit lucu. Gelak macam hantu. Masalahnya aku sik paham pa kenak sidak tetak sampey la kinek tok. Yang aku tauk setiap kali ku nangga gambar-gambar kamek orang tok kompom ku tetak. Aku, mun tengok orang tetak, apa lagik nang tetak jak la walaupun ku sik tauk apa hal… Sebab nak mun ku tengok muka orang tetak ku pandey fantasize muka sidak jadi macam terung la, belalang la dan macam-macam lagik. Mun sik kelak, ku fantasize bunyi tetak sidak yang cali ya. Haha…

Aok bercakap pasal fantasizing muka orang jadi makhluk lain tek, ku teringat masa di kolej dolok. Tok kisah setiap kali perhimpunan besar nok hari Rabu ya. Tapi level fantasizing aku nak paling hebat ialah masa ku form 3 gia. Macam tok kisahnya…

Masa ya perhimpuanan hari Rabu. Time ya tengah nak berlagu Negaraku… Masa ya sidak cikgu-cikgu duduk atas pentas. So maksudnya students and cikgu-cikgu akan menghadap muka masing-masing. Dalam hati aku bekata “Cis… Toklah part yang aku sik suka”. Sebab aku akan mula membayangkan muka cikgu jadi macam-macam. Sik semua cikgu la kenak, certain-certain cikgu jak akan jadi mangsa aku. Dan selalunya aku akan bermonolog nak lucu-lucu dalam palak jak. Ntah hariya pa kenak aku sik boleh nak tahan. Ku rasa Jess yang jadi mangsa aku masa ya. Sebab aku sik dapat nak tahan tetak sorang-sorang jadi ku embaknya la.

Masa orang tengah berlagu lagu Negaraku ya, ku bebisit dengan Jess. “Jess coba ko tangga muka cikgu Suria. Sik ko rasa muka nya macam belalang ka Jess”.. Kak ya Jess marah aku. Huhu… Kak ya ku tangga gik muka Madam Yeoh, terus ku padah ngan Jess sambil ku sengih-sengih “Jes, cikgu Yeoh nak, nya berdiri macam orang mok berkung fu” Wahahahahahhahahah… Serious shit. Ku tetak. Tapi still ku kenak marah Jess. Huhu. Kak ya sorang gik cikgu ku tangga mukanya macam ketam. Tokrang mok tauk siapa? Hehe… Cikgu Let. Huhu.

Sigek gik tok pun cerita masa perhimpunan. Masa tok form 3 juak… Masa ya Puan Lily yang jadi Pengetua. Kan mun masa Puan Lily berucap ada certain-certain “protocol” yang kita kenak ikut. Especially part tepuk tangan. Mun kitak orang ingat, setiap kali nya abis berucap kita ney da tepuk tangan kan? Sik silap ku nya sik suruh. Dan benda tok nya ada tegur masa dalam satu sesi perhimpunan. Jadi masa ya semualah orang macam takut-takut nak tepuk tangan…

Kak ya selepas nya berik teguran ya tek, nya announce la pasal Kolej dapat tempat pertama ka sik silap ku dalam Maulidur Rasul. Aku kan jenis nak semangat lalu mun hal-hal Kolej menang tok, jadi ku pun dengan confidentnya becadang nak bertepuk tangan. Tapi ku masih takut-takut, jadi ku embak Jess gik teman aku tepuk tangan. So, sebait ajak Puan Lily dah announce pasal kemenangan Kolej ya tek, dengan confidentnya aku tepuk tangan kuat-kuat kuatan ku semangat gila tek. Tapi semua orang diam jak… Nang bergema dewan perhimpunan ya oleh tepukan semangat aku ya! Mana-mana orang nak berdiri dekat dengan area aku semua pusing palak nangga aku. Malu gilaaaaaaa… Terus ku marah Jess “Paloi ko Jess, pa kenak ko sik tepuk tangan dengan aku”. Jess tetak ajak. Kak ya nasib bait Puan Lily padah “Mana yang patut kita tepuk, tepuk la…” Kak ya satu dewan tepuk tangan. Wahahhahaa… Nasib bait! Tapi nak, nang bodoh lalu jak olah aku.

Banyak gik cerita lucu yang aku mok tulis sebenarnya tapi udah-udah la dolok. Kelak ku sambung agik k? Kali tok ku mok cerita pasal cikgu kentut dalam kelas. Jeng jeng jeng… Siapakah cikgu itu????

Nantikan entry yang seterusnya…

P.s: Sungguh tidak senonoh gelak itu.. Huhu.

… when you speak, there is silence…

I will be going to Langkawi on the 19th and will be back to KL on the 22nd. I was thinking to cancel it but I might loss my RM180 just like that if I fail to find someone to replace me. I am super duper broke right now and if I were to go to Langkawi then I will go without extra money for shopping and food! Itu sangat pasti…

May be I should buy Maggi mee for my trip to Langkawi kan? Now I sound like a real economy back packer eh? Adoyaii… Sangat kasihan aku nie. Hm. Tak pe la, the trip is only for 3 days and 2 nights.

I am so eager to take pictures in Langkawi. Gagaga… I am so excited! :)

I just hope there’ll be people interested with my photography service (hehe) dalam masa terdekat nie. Cus I really need extra cash now. :P Tuhan, murahkanlah rezekiku. (AMIN). Tolong aminkan juga, boleh?

Anyway, I spent my Sat-day watching Talentime, the latest season of American Next Top Model, Prom Night and G.I Joe. And I spent my Sunday, lying on the bed tido je. Tak productive langsung. Now my head is spinning like hell and sangat pening. And oh, I have English for Occupational Purposes exam tomorrow at 9AM. Wish me luck okayh? ;)

You know there’s dialogue between Mahesh and Melur that I have terpikat with in Talentime. It sounds more or less like this:

Mahesh: I am so sorry because I can’t talk (He typed these in his phone)
Melur: Don’t be sorry. When you can’t speak, there’ll be no silence. But when you speak, there is silence.

Betul la kan? Because, when someone who can’t talk is talking, for sure you’ll concentrating with things that she/he is saying since she/he is using a sign languages kan? So, when they talk, there’ll be silence. But when they didn’t talk, there’ll be no silence lah!

Hehe. This post is so random. I am so sorry. And thanks for reading. Ahaks! :P

“I am desperately looking for a partner. Interested?”

Rocky is so desperate and he is looking for a potential female cat to be his wife! I am not sure whether my mom and my dad approve it because if kucing jantan dah kahwin nanti dia cepat nyayuk kencing sana-sini. Orang cakap la… You know, I am so bangga with my mother because she really makes use of the camera that I gave her.

Tidak rugi gua bagi lu itu camera la Mak!

P.s: Pictures are courtesy of my mother.

CHOT’s solo exhibition sangat awesome, okayhhhh…

I was tagged twice in his photo album in Facebook and I was soooo worried because I am afraid if I couldn’t attend to his solo exhibition. Dah la dah janji MESTI dan AKAN DATANG. And Alhamdulillah I did successfully made my appearance to the exhibition although it was on the last day. Kak Seri, Kak Kamal and Dhya were my saviors! Thank you sebab temankan!!!!!!! And I am happy when they told me they really enjoyed the exhibition and hoping I’ll bring them again next time for any photography exhibition.

Of course… I will bebeh! :)

I met a lot of my Flickr’s friends that day and also few of indie photographers like brother Roi (who recognized me before I got the chance to introduce myself to him!), brother Mike, brother Eshazli, brother Razlan and also few of photography enthusiasts too. ;)

And I got the chance to meet Ashikin in person juge! Seriously I was so excited and a little bit malu-malu (lol) cus all these while we were only communicating through Flickr and Facebook. Shikin nie very gracious… Sangat lemah lembut and sangat berbakat. Do check her website [here] and also her Flickr page [here].

The set up for the exhibition was awesome and cool. So casual and relaxing and best giler lah…

There he is… The founder of Street Candid Malaysia, Chot. I called him as brother Chot. Rasa pelik okayh panggil nama jer considering he is a “somebody”. Tak keee?

This is my second time meeting him in person. The first time was during my first outing to Melaka 9 month ago. I need to thank Syam for introducing me to brother Chot pictures (which I ignored it at first heheh). The same goes to Kak Syikin. If Syam didn’t introduce me to brother Chot, and if I didn’t check to Fhotojalan’s link in Kak Syikin’s blog then I will never had the chance to know him.

Just FYI, I belom lagi had the chance to go for photoshoot outing with brother Chot actually. Yang di Melaka pun, was just a coincident. I can say, I am just his fan who loves commenting to his masterpieces in Flickr. May be I will join him next time. Hopefully. :P Pegi Pulau Ketam this December… :P Tengoklah macam mana. ;P

Once again thanks Kak Seri, Kak Kamal and Dhya! You painted my days with colorful colors you know! ;)

And to brother Chot, if you read this, I would like to congratulate you sbb berjaya merealitikan your first exhibition dgn jayanya.. And all the best dalam memperjuangkan street candid Malaysia. I will always sokong you that’s for sure!

P.s: Cets.. Azam was there too. Tak cakapppp pun kan turun KL……